Tuesday, November 15, 2005
You are attracted to obedience and warmth.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.
http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquizthis is done when my mood is better , why still flirting around sia -_-
anyway mood had been not really good recently my sis feel like bring her daughter back to our hse but there is another small baby.. really wonder wad to do??
chuan hoe [I`m in love.] 6:48 PM
Sunday, November 13, 2005
whu am i
You are attracted to obedience and warmth.In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.Your risk of cheating is high. You can't resist desire and lust.You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/
chuan hoe [I`m in love.] 10:19 PM
Friday, November 04, 2005
SIghx
blogging here again , i broke up wit her le i feel so lonely and life so boring, really love her so much til i so sad and tired..
been very down recently already and my sis having a depression now after her daughter is admitted to hosptial due to yellowish, seeing her shine on the ultra violent light , seeing her after go home keep sleeping , didnt drink much milk.. keep wanting to get the baby off baby and force her to drink , her husband and her husband's mum see le like veri fattened up.. sighx.. jus hope that she can be alright soon.. cos i remember seeing my biggest sis having similar case when hse give birth to the first child..
i feel i kinda scare tkd , why? all my wkend had been spending over on tkd , fri night , sat morning , sat night and sun morning.. its seem so tired, alt its been a passion i had but i feel its a committement now.. had / must to go , if din go then no one take care of class.. sometimes its so stress taking class alone they always fly my kite tell me they cant or wad made myself stress mux handle kids in diff age and level.. now i know how good is henderson wit so many helper around.. alt not everyone is good in coaching there but at least they try their best in it.. and most impt there is ppl to coaching together . chat together and to complain together wit me..
alt i had try to accept them , they are way too far from wad i had in past..
chuan hoe [I`m in love.] 8:15 PM
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
sighx
dunno is happy , sad or wad
yesterday i asked what she want to go on til 2nd mth or break now she no reply
i said i wum force her , yet at night when she still no reply i asked her again
she said even if we try , we oso cant have the feeling we expect bah.. choose to give up..
wondering she feeling hurt? still can go johor today..
Wondering why i always the one hurt , being seriously oso cant mehx.. rather be flirt man , cannot then cannot lor dun fuck care of anything.. like sop oso lidat , like her oso lidat.. guess i am really not meant to go into relationship bah , be monk suan le..
sometime i guess i am not fit to be a sport man , everytime i feel sad i do a thing that sport man shouldnt do , know it will affect our life and stamina but i still do that.. I AM SUX.. CH WAKE UP!! no GF will DIE? NO!!!
chuan hoe [I`m in love.] 8:51 PM
Saturday, October 29, 2005
yox
HI ITS GAME OVER KO !!
chuan hoe [I`m in love.] 8:52 AM
Thursday, October 27, 2005
thurs
its night time once again , today got malay beat a chinese guy sia , too late to know they end up 4 beaten one person.. hope similar thing wum happen again arbo we chinese sure step in de.. if not sure tio eat by them in camp de haha..
learn a lesson today by joice ,
think of what good things and hard work she did in this relationship
rather then think of those things she cant do or not ready to do de things in this relationship
really have more things to learn in relationship , cos i am born to be a good frenx , a lousier lover.. mux jiayou to love her and treat her better..
chuan hoe [I`m in love.] 11:13 PM
Wednesday, October 26, 2005
Wed nitex
starting to blog abt yesterday , wake up since 5.30am wit my mood so blur wit my mp3 wit me , walk to mrt and take train to tamperine , sia la 50mins journey so boring.. meet stanley sir they all at 7.15am and later walk to pasir ris sec, student still having their assembly so we had to actually wait outside for it to finish.. aft that we process into the hall , when we change into our full gi , those ger was like so di siao said WOWwwwwwww haha.. under my hand was 30 gers, they are veri san Ba , but at the same time time they learn the technique fast oso.. remember a ger like to play spiderman ar spiderman , superman ar superman , bat man ar batman tt game.. haha.. another fat ger said when guy bully u lidat where got use , slap him give him 2 kick can le.. then i asked her u try kicking lor.. she cant kick , then all laugh at her.. gers are noisy and playful but they are oso fun and interesting at times..
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Today my niece is born today , by my smallest sister.. quite cute de, can see that she is veri girlish type.. wonder things that i shoulnt do , am i not good to dear dear ? know its difficult to accept the fact and let ppl know i am her bf.. its been one mth , isnt that no long to secure her feelings toward this relationship? i gave her a testimontial said her last day of work and i will support her , love ya dear, guess she is not ready to let her frenx know she got a bf bah..
1) when she said her frenx working in courts , when we go in she seem tense and want to get out earli
2) she dun seem to approve my testimontial wit dear or loveya inside
3)her status is still single
wonder when can i change her way of behavior , izzit i din treat her good enough? maybe bah , really hope she feel more into the relationship.. tell you a stupid thing i had done , i buy a packet of sweets jus to give her a kiss on her mouth , not intend to be long.. she rejected it , know she is not ready , but jus a kiss is that so diff? maybe i love her , i reallyhave to wait.. wait for her to get ready for this relationship and learn to show her care toward me.. no reply from her in Sms today , jus hope she is fine..
chuan hoe [I`m in love.] 9:38 PM
